after the falldown
checkpoint #10
→ quest "breathe again" unlocked
→ energy: ▲△△
After my crisis, I* felt better. I* reminded myself that I* am liked in my own way — so that’s good. I* tried to avoid saying stupid things, so it’s okay.
My body aches, though. Maybe, probably, I should take better care of it. It’s the one and only place I’ll be living in for a long, long time.
Later, I stretched. Every time I can, I try to move my body so it stops hurtin’. Yesterday, while going to my place of study, I felt something off. I was tired, not in good humor; though I still felt good. Not in the sense of “omg, I’m so happy,” but more like “huh, I’m alive.”
I feel alive.
Life doesn’t have to make sense anymore — I can just... exist, and stop trying to survive.
So for us broken kids,
when you feel like you are drowning in life,
remember to breathe,
and be able to give Time to yourself.
Wait for Time.
Breathe, and exist however you are able to.
Breathe, and give yourself Time.
It won’t stop the suffering. It won’t be a magical solution.
But it wouldn’t matter — because you are alive.
Maybe, after fighting against my own self for so long,
I can stop hurting
and bleeding into people I love,
and who love me.
♫ now playing: [ river sounds + wind chimes ]