curiosity’s rabbit hole
checkpoint #13
→ quest "constant change" unlocked
→ energy: ▲△△
My therapist said that my need for constant change is because those things do not make me feel fulfilled. And against my best wishes, she might be right. So what might make me feel "complete"?
I'm constantly trying new things. Maybe not the reckless ones, but different ways of developing my artistic skills — like crochet or even writing. Related to my social circles, I think I'm good enough. I have the support of my family, my best friends, and my colleagues. I feel good, actually.
Today, I will ask myself that. 'Cause I see myself knowing a little bit of everything I'm interested in, not necessarily for money, but that is also helpful, right? I'm researching about "polymaths" and their philosophy. What is the middle point of being curious, a polymath, and not being in constant need to feel fulfilled? Do I need it?
I would feel dumb if I stuck my mind on just one thing. I would feel stuck. So where's the middle point?
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