rollercoasters are scary
checkpoint #11
→ quest "overwhelmed again" unlocked
→ energy: △△△
after all my inspirational ranting, i realized i felt like shit.
i want to cry. i'm not sure why — i think i'm overwhelmed.
i feel i'm not a good person. i feel i made mistakes. and i'm not sure why i listen to those voices.
i laid down with all my lights off, went to school, socialized, and spent time with family. i was so tired; still, it was difficult to fall asleep. i woke up by myself, without an alarm. i'm not sure how to feel. my life seems pretty chill tho, so... why?
my body aches, my mind is numb. maybe because i'm expecting things to go differently, or just because of everything piling up. but i do not think that's the only reason why.
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