thinking thoughtful thoughts
checkpoint #6
→ quest "overthinking" unlocked
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Yesterday was a busy day. We were gifted a lot of boxes with different types of books. We found some in english, polyglot dictionaries; lots of history books about our country and some fiction ones. They are old, but i'm excited to add them to our personal library.
Also, i found a podcast style of video about real international cases of people missing and murdered. Pretty interesting, though might be sort of overwhelming to listen about some crazy attitudes people can have. The way the host presents the stories is incredibly catchy and interesting so im hooked in this; let's see how much it takes for me to get bored of this.
And today, i woke up thinking of my cousin. I saw him on Friday, and i could see how much had he grown. He is six years old and has both his front teeth missing. I almost forgot about that stage in childhood. I'm scared he might suffer like i did during his teenage years, i'm scared i'm going to miss his childhood and pre-teen years. Let's see what i can do about that.
Now i feel tired, woke up 4 a.m. and went to sleep again, so it's understandable. I hope i can do something productive today, or at least something i like. Such a short time in Earth we have. Sometimes, life feels like the big thing, but other days, it feels… ephemeral. I blame it on the podcast i'm listening to, haha.
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